Our Worst Enemies...

are not "them" , it is ourselves. So often we cling to our troubles and stress very tightly and do forget it is again ourselves, who makes it all more difficult. Our noble enduring fight is not with anyone or anything, it is with ourselves.

And just right at that point, my lovely friend Julia reminded me of something, saying : "If one is that strong to demolish self that easily, imagine what can they do to re-construct the self?"

Worth thinking for.

To move on, let go.

Let go of the fear that we are invincible or unguarded, let go of the feeling that no one can replace you.

Because, at the end of the day, you weren't invincible too, nor perfect. Neither was I, however I've been the victim in this game.

Which means, I have won in either cases. I have freed myself from the constant deceit that you could be the "one" and I could be your "one". Do you remember the long and kinda drunken message I sent you? That was my wake up call, and the very next day I talked to this person who who had promised the same things you did to me, and then, it all ended up for me. I had been missing the possibility of living those dreams, but then seeing that is a practice of you trying to "feel", it tainted everything, that heroic person, honest person turned into someone, well, shallow.

“What is hateful to thyself do not do to another."  - Hillel 

And it is deceiving. As at the end of the day, we only deceive ourselves, constantly.