Have you ever felt like, you are surrounded by tens of people, but yet, that giant gap inside you grows day by day, until a day when you feel like, you cannot breathe?
Do not get me wrong, I love my life. I love the way things progress the more I give in to my work. However, there is just something inside eating me. And I guess I know what it is.
6th of January, 2016. The day when I lost my dad. That day something snapped inside. Something broke away. And the Onur I knew beforehand, got lost forever, was sent into oblivion.
And this new guy, is interesting, so much tougher yet sentimental; breakable.
I don't understand him, I kinda like him though. His will to survive, his shiftiness, his determination and his agony. Makes him stronger. Just that it worries me the little kid inside is being damaged.
That kid was everything to me.
