“His Fairytale Kiss"

I still dream of you 

You're still in my dreams, that I never want to wake up from

And in those dreams,

You either forgive me

Or I either lead the way for you to hug me again

I am missing your scent on my clothing

And the most hurtful thing is 

That whenever I gloat over forgetting you,

You keep entering my dreams

And remind me of your kiss

A kiss like in fairytales,

But instead of waking me up,

Puts me back in my fragile sleep

So I can dream of you more

-sleep forever

Finding Happiness...

is a long journey full of sacrifices
and is the commitment to see things differently.

It isn't about your possessions or money
Or how handsome your lover may be
Or how beautiful your eyes may stare

It's about finding,
The reasons why
to all your deepest instincts
and find how they shape your route

it's about finding the tools that make you happy
and your measurements that determine your mood

it is a bottomless algorithm
that only exists in your perception

happiness is real
deception is not

"I am tired" 

can mean a lot of things sometimes

Sometimes it's a sound of a fraction
That breaks your heart.

Sometimes it's the endless nights
That never seem to come to an end

Sometimes it's the cry of the child within
Or the yearning to your young years

Many times it's a silent wish to get better
Often an enduring will to sweep away from more wishes
Rarely visible,
Sometimes mendable 
But usually, sufferable. 

It comprises such history of pain and suffering,
That helps for the good of you.

Because "I am tired"
Is actually a promise,
To never escape what you feel this time
It is an integrity, to be true to who you are
It is your long awaited honesty
To let go of the unreachable
Or unloveable 
Or unbreakable. 

It is a sentence,
That you can find you,
and only you,
without anyone's presence


-hold on