That Tiny Little Shaky Voice Within

How Jiminy the cricket would call it? Conscious? Oh maybe...

To me it is a tiny drop of the divine consciousness that we all do have (not quite different from the Cricket's view). That voice resides inside us, lets us to play all along in life, whether it is about doing drugs, having one night stands, bitching about people or being a bitch yourself... all those mean things would be allowed by the divine consciousness. Its only little duty, is actually give you some tiny sparks about what you can be in the future, should you carry on being that person. And that message can be in a form of a human being, your partner, an actor in your fav. TV series, or just the voice itself telling you, stopping you and letting you know: something is wrong.

That voice, also observes you while you pick your friends. And how your friends pick you. How much help you need and how much help, those others would need from you and how often you are there for them.

All along this process, the tiny voice examines you, and realises if it is also worth to let you know. So if you still feel it talking to you, making you somehow feel there are things happening in your life and some action is required, then you are lucky, you are not a bad person yet.

However if it makes you happy when you are the bad guy, and more worryingly if you are picking less bad people than you are as lovers, partners, maybe friends, then there we go, corruption, deception, hypocrisy and a life time of resentment awaits for you.

I refuse to be like that.

I refuse to shut my inner voice down. And I choose to listen to it, no matter how much it hurts.